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i am feeling old today - and at 23, i really shouldn't be. but it seems like all the other larner lesbians are about 16 or 17, and by the time they get to my age, they're all settled and comfortable. with themselves, i mean.
i would love to be comfortable with myself. jesus, its taken me the last four years to stop pretending to myself that i'm bi. i finally had to admit that, no, i don't like kissing boys. and i really don't like any of the other stuff with boys either.
the problem is, i've never actually kissed a girl yet. what if i don't like that either? what if i'm asexual. although i think my solo sex life pretty much rules out asexual.
how am i going to meet someone that won't be put off by a 23 year old lesbo virgin?
i would love to be comfortable with myself. jesus, its taken me the last four years to stop pretending to myself that i'm bi. i finally had to admit that, no, i don't like kissing boys. and i really don't like any of the other stuff with boys either.
the problem is, i've never actually kissed a girl yet. what if i don't like that either? what if i'm asexual. although i think my solo sex life pretty much rules out asexual.
how am i going to meet someone that won't be put off by a 23 year old lesbo virgin?
posted by learnerlesbo at 10:43 PM
3 Comments:
We have a lot in common :)
"i don't like kissing boys. and i really don't like any of the other stuff with boys either."
neither do I, or have I ;)
the problem is, i've never actually kissed a girl yet."
Same here :(
"how am i going to meet someone that won't be put off by a 23 year old lesbo virgin?"
same here too! except, change lesbo virgin with 'virgin boy'
interesting
No. Most dirty old lesbians love the idea of converting or recruiting some young un. And 23 is young. Despite what it feels like at the time.
It's when you're past 25 that you REALLY start to think 'everyone is a baby dyke or into knitting and hiking. There are no inbetweens'.
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